ah... my hair...

noooooooo............ my hair.......... got shorter quite alot.....
take alook by yourself =(
can't even tie already~~~

worst sleep

i guess i have the worst sleep in my life yesterday night...
not really sure what happen...
while sleeping yesterday... suddenly my arm doesn't feel really right...
all of the sudden in pain... causing me rolling all over my bed... -_-
my head was like on the otherside of the bed...
stomach also feeling pain at a moment that time...
causing me doesn't get to sleep soundly...
sigh... damn night...

每个人都在说
这种爱情没有结果
我也知道你永远都不能够爱我
其实我只是希望
你有时想一想我
你却已经渐渐渐渐什么都不再说
我睡不著的时候
会不会有人陪著我
我难过的时候
会不会有人安慰我
我想说话的时候
会不会有人了解我
我忘不了你的时候
你会不会来疼我
你知不知道你知不知道
我等到花儿也谢了
你知不知道你知不知道
我等到花儿也谢了

not in luck

damn it la...
today damn bad luck...
see chinese calendar oso say like that.... Hare : Bad
haih... cham cham... yesterday broke... today... broke + broke

today suddenly my dad masuk my room gimme something and nag...
"u see what is this... so pandai la... drive so fast... tell u already kesas that highway those police owiz hide and speed trap one la... see... dun kena... kena 2 ar..."
i was like... ha? wtf? -_- and panicked because scare that my dad know how fast i drive...
because normally i chan that i highway i dun see my meter that time... is about 140...
then i see...
date 11/04/2007 Jam 1007
Laju Dikesan 104km/h
had laju 90km/h

date 12/04/2007 Jam 0958
Laju Dikesan 105km/h
had laju 90km/h

OmG !!! DAMN YOU LA STUPID POLICE !!!
u need money oso no need so geng... 2 consecutive day la...!!!
sei babi !!! brainless !!!
so free go mamak stall and drink teh la...
sit down there speed trap oso no teh drink one...
!@#$%^&^%$#@!
last time when i study in taylor that time so long oso dun kena...
now recently only kena... meh si orh dailou...
sucks la...

parents at dinner that time nag...
"so clever la... kena saman... see still there drive so fast anot...
ppl speed limit only 90km/h ah"
aiyor... who dunno... but den... driving 90km/h.. how to tahan !!!
can fall asleep one lor... ppl drive left and middle lane i oso feel they driving 90 liao la =.=
sux la... haih...
suan le ba...

Bankrupt

yay ! declare bankrupt now !
the last few ringgit oso need spend out...
thanks to hein hoong !!!
he purposely come my hse and fetch me to DJ !
omg... im broke... can hide at home for the pass few days until pocketmoney is given... =(
very cham... can't go out... can't date people out... can't do anything la... in short...
now owe people money somemore... cham cham cham...
yik hin ah.. hein hoong ah... pay u back as soon as possible kay ?
remember me about it... in case i forgot... =P *hope u 2 forgot oso lol*

Completed Tom's Stickers

just back from the workshop... hehe...
damn nice i feel... I FEEL... other i dunno la >.<
parents nag again... sien le... owiz say the same thing
"wah... new thing again ah... ? u make until so 'yah' later ppl 'lau' u race how ? ppl lau u, u dun choi him i tell u !" bla bla bla~ -_-"
sien la owiz say the same thing... make it nice... not must race one ma... right ?
aiks... parents nowadays...
anyway... declare bankrupt now...!!!
haha... deep shit really now -_-...

very not feeling good again !!!
her personal message is really bugging me tonight !!!
Hen Fan ah ~~!!!

Cancer - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with Your negative traits: Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down. Your ideal partner: Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt! Your dating style: Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another. Your seduction style: Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship. Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild. Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac. Tips for the future: Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you. Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing. Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first. Best color to attract mate: Aqua Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

Happy Mother's Day

听妈妈的话
别让她受伤
想快快长大
才能保护她
美丽的白发
幸福中发芽
天使的魔法
温暖中慈祥

Listen to mother's words
Don't let her get hurt
Want to quickly grow up
Then I can protect her
The beautiful white hair
Sprouting in happiness
The angel's magic
Benevolent in warmth

Car Decal Sticker

lalala~~~ added side decal sticker for my laopoh !!!
hahaha... so leng lui jor... ^_^
but den got some problem =(
those people make it got problem...
monday need to go there again and fix it...
now 2 tempat different... T.T
dun worry..!!! i will make u more leng den before geh !!! I Promise !!! :D

PMS ? *lol*

just came back from SJ FTZ cc...
damn tired now... is omost 5am already...
haha...today dunno what's wrong with me...
like people PMS only... keep finding people and scold and curse...
scary huh ?
as if i finding people to argue and takao like that...
dunno why~ what's wrong with me ?!?!?!?!
is it been to long since i been into a fight ? or issit something else ?
geez.... i dunno la... >.<"
it's been okie cause i keep scolding people that i dun even know in cc during the game...
even in life...
i think i've gone crazy for the moment !!! hahahaha !!!
*siao*~

我要努力向上

我要努力向上
!
All Hope Is Not Lost
!

funny... today went timesquare with weay chorng and his gf...
feel damn paiseh and tin tang tam oso... :S
aih... what to do... damn bored at home...
and damn emo if whole day at home like yesterday...
free that time... think alot of stupid thing make ownself feel not good...

went to Low Yat Plaza... go see see and update myself...
haha... its been like 2months+ since i didnt go to Bukit Bintang that area...
no ppl teman me go =(
went there bought a memory card reader...
old one spoiled... >_<
haha... i even bought a handphone pocket... or whatever is called...

erm... nothing much to say le...
still the same moody me...
but better den yesterday =)
thanks weay chorng...

S.I.E.N !

very mm song today...
today whole day at home...
feel damn uncomfortable and very emo whole day...
end up don't have the mood to do anything...
feel that I'm a person that cannot stay quiet and alone...
feel like dying like that today...
if few more days continue like this.. i think i will die soon -_-
HELP !!!

meanwhile nothing to do...
think alot of stupid thing that make myself more emo...
this is damn stupid... can't be help...
today whole day just wake up... do nothing... eat... 4 something go sleep again...
until dinner wake up... eat again...
what life is this =(

whenever there is wei chiang and kinfong, there sure that they are dissapointed at me...
haha... sometimes i find it funny when they bring that topic out...
wc : what u waiting for... so long liao...
kf : yala... we all so supporting... support u so long liao...
wc : yala.. waste our effort only >=( kf, next time no need diu 9 him lioa... see him sien jor...
kf : yalo... mm moi diu 9 lei jor... but den i still got help him le... how ? (LoL)
wc : -_-

haha... i always end up speechless in front of them dunno what to say to them o_o
haha la boss... sorry for dissapointing u guys... i know u all also for my own good...
i also dunno why... izzit because i still there is a gap between us that i can't say out ?
or issit im just not good at this ? coward ? afraid ?

I only left how long ago and I have started to
Worry about whether or not you are living happily today
The whole screen is you
Thinking of you so much that I cannot sleep
Pouted lips, that lovable appearance
And the sweet-smelling taste on your body
My happiness is you
Thinking of you so much that I will smile
Without you here, I find it very hard to endure
(Without you here I find it hard to endure and I have a lot of annoyance)
Without you annoying me, I have a lot of annoyance
(Without you annoying me, I have a lot of annoyance and find it hard to endure)
Cut through layers of clouds
I am trying to make efforts to run in a hurry towards you
Love only then is delivered
But you are already in someone else's arms
That is I cannot speak
To let her know
I will definitely scold loudly protecting you
I will also tease you to laugh
You are very important to me
I regret
Not letting you know
Quietly listening to you acting like a spoiled child
Looking at you sleeping
Constantly until when we're old
That is I cannot speak
To let her know
That is such a few simple words
I am unable to manage
The whole heart hanging in mid air
I can only
Watch from far away
These I can accomplish
But that person is already not me

I've been helping quite a number of people with their problem last time...
love, family, friend, etc...
though time consuming for them... it did work =)
on the other hand...
its funny sometimes where thing works for others and not myself...
can help others... cant help myself... =S
cowardice~ drags me down~ no... i dragging myself down...
can't blame anybody...
avoiding it...
nowadays been to CC to kept myself not thinking about...
started like 2months ago...
after leaving DotA, leaving cybercafe aside for like a year...
the need of it to clear my mind...

sometimes...
somethings are better off not knowing...
but not knowing or don't want to know is like avoiding something...
leaving things unsolve will end up in regretness...
regretness bringing it together to the grave is really something not really worth it...
Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time...
it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable...

Spiderman 3 !

just back from midvalley...
watched spiderman 3 !!!
haha... not bad la the movie... can tahan =P
seriously... i like venom the most !!! xD
b4 watch spiderman 3.. i already like venom more...
purpose of watching tis movie oso is because of venom...


well the venom in this movie is quite different from the one in the comic...
cause in the comic one is much more yauyeng and more dai jek :D
hehe... ntg much to say le... >.< very cham today wake up whole day at home only...

从朋友口中知道你已经离开
心里面痛咗一痛
面上搵唔到适合嘅表情去表达我自己
做完噑之后我自己揸车返屋企
觉得特别冻啊原来冬天已经黎咗啦

一路上我见唔到一个人或者一架车
特别觉得孤独打开收音机
只系重覆听到报道你离开既消息
我望出车外边觉得天色好黑真系好黑

今日返屋企既路好似特别长咁
终于我都返到屋企啦你呢

A City Without You

In a city without you, loneliness is everywhere

I'm like a child who needs a hug
I live and sleep with my hardship
In days without you, I have no more happiness

I wear the clothes and shoes you once wore
I've worn them on every street, trying to be your shadow
I read the books you read, and watch the TV you watched
Remembering your posture when you were asleep

I just like doing these things for you
This is one way of letting me remember you
I remember you once said it's very meaningful
I care about everything you say

Without you, in a city without you
I've become a man without love or warmth
I miss you, whenever I miss you
Yours is the name I softly, quietly shout in my heart

Without you, in a city without you
There's nobody to tell me a story before I fall asleep
I miss you, whenever I miss you
I draw many pictures of you on paper, pictures of you

A city without you...